This is my first official diary entry. I am officially a fat girl.
The other day i saw a homeless guy on a bus. Not only was he homeless but he was bordering on insanity. One of those homeless guys that make you tense up all the muscles in your body when you walk by them. There are so homeless You have an involuntary have a muscle spasm when your walk by them. Its like your body is rejecting their essence. Well this was this guy. How did he get money to even buy all those lottery tickets. Maybe he begged for the money, maybe he stole the money or maybe he simple sucked 4 cocks and 10 dollars a cock made a whopping 40 bucks. Who knows...
He was holding a stack of lottery tickets in his hand like he was holding a brick. Desperately hoping he would be the lucky person who beats the odds. He had a stuffed animal wrapped around his neck like a rapper wearing some bling bling.
I can just imaging him putting that on in the morning and thinking he looks like a super sexy motherfucker. He probably saw an episode of cribs with some rapper wearing jewellery around his neck and he desperately looked around his home for anything he could have to replicate that. I wonder when was the last time he got any sexual contact(not counting tall the numerous cocks he sucks for lottery tickers)??
I wonder what decisions he made as a youth to end up where he is? No doubt a high school
I wonder what he smells like?
I wonder what his parents are like. What a disappointment to his family
He is hang on to his insanity by a thread. A very fine string about to tear....
